Bucktail,
Very sorry to hear this news. He sounded like an amazing man....Father, Husband and friend.
You say you'll never be as good as him, but you carry much more of your father inside you than you think. My dad passed away at a young age, and I never realized how much of him is in me....my relatives all mention it when they see me.
We'll be thinking of you and your family....as well as all who knew him in this difficult time.
Cliff and Carole.