I see here someone who has decided to take a problem in his mind, and put it on paper in an effort to understand all the conflicts of his mind.I see a man standing at the edge of an abbys, and trying to find a reason within himself, to come safely down from the edge, the slow and hard way, rather than taking a leap.
I see a man here who has retreated from addiction, and is making an effort to reintegrate into a world he has long left behind.
I see myself,21 years ago, in the writings of this man.
MTBF, help this man.
Paul