chin up big guy, you have made your dad very proud of the young man youve become, so now you have to continue with the way he would want you to grow up! keep playing hockey and just dont be affraid for your mom, just be there to help her through this! she will need you more then ever! im so sorry alex, i know what this is like! im here if you ever need to chat or come to north bay for a fishing get a way!